Are you ready for me?

So, it's been awhile since I've last blogged. Perhaps, this one today is going to be short, because I am going to go and spend some time with my best friend, since we were in 8th grade. Yep, my guy best friend Brightside, the only guy in the world that understands me, more then I do myself. That's why we are best friends, he is a great person indeed:) So... all I have to say is that I cannot wait for the new year to swing along. I am who I am, and I am not going to change for NO ONE but MYSELF! my mom is blaming me, for stuff she is doing, she is disappointed in me. But the person who she should be most disappointed in, is her self and not me. I did nothing wrong, I make mistakes, if she ever understood me and helped me, I would never be in this situation. I am going through the phase, where she went through when she was young. I am walking in her footsteps, and for that she is blaming me. If you were a better mother, we wouldn't be going through this. I am a big girl, I am 18 I still fear life, and your not helping one god damn bit, women. From now on, I am living life for me, and me only. I am not a selfish person, but I am sick of pleasing everyone but myself. From now on I am going to be who I am, I don't care anymore. I live, I learn, I make mistakes and I am going to grow from them. I am Phoung Christine Tran. I am a beautiful girl, inside and out. I am Filipino, Chinese, and Vietnamese. I am going to be the best person in the world. The thing is.. is this world really ready for me? because you know what.. I am. And I will be standing on top of the world, like I own it. I am going to be a strong strong women, just you watch me grow world. Jesus isn't going to even stop me, he's going to help and guide me, fool.